~lalapooch

Well... that was rather... impulsive...

It's weird. I deleted all my works.

I deleted almost five years worth of art, comments, views, and... gah...

I'm not sorry though. lol.

(Although, I do apologize to those who bothered to watch me. And thank you~ I really appreciate all the support that you've given me throughout the years.)

The thought of deleting my works has been bugging my mind for a while now, actually. But honestly, I never really thought I'd go through with it. There was still that sense of... I dunno, regret... loss? Common sense told me that deleting my old works is rather stupid. I even updated and said I wouldn't. But lo and behold, my gallery's empty and I'm still reeling in disbelief.

haha.. haha...

consider this the virtual equivalent of tearing down a canvas.

A single moment of temporary insanity.

A burst of passion? lol. Not quite.

A whim?

Hell, I don't know. O_O

But I won't be leaving DeviantArt... just thought I'd clarify that. I love this place, really... even if do little more than post and surf. ahaha~

I'll come back someday when I'm... wiser? Ahaha... I dunno... when the mood strikes me again, I guess.

It all felt rather nostalgic though, going through my older works. Ahaha. I realized that I submitted my first ever work (a sketch of an assassin and a priestess under a tree) on June 21, 2005. I realized that I was once fluffy. I realized that I went through a Harry Potter phase, a Ragnarok Online phase, and the longest by far, a Naruto Phase. I also made some Kurogane/Tomoyo, Enishi/Kaoru, and Archer/Rin fanarts. Fun.

They're still in my PC though, zipped and buried under my mess of an archive. lol. I won't delete them completely. After all, the only way you get to gauge your growth is to compare your recent works to your older ones.

Seriously though, I didn't think I'd actually go through with this. Hm. Weird.

Anyway, I'll come back. ^_^ I promise.

I think I might upload photographs instead of drawings though. I already have a bunch of them lying around. And I've been doing some painting lately, trying to revisit that part of me that fell asleep when I encountered anime and fandom. I'm going back to the things I used to do in my elementary and early high school years. Haha. I've always liked the freedom of a brush more than the rigidity of a pencil anyway. Maybe I'll post my paintings someday. I don't know, really. We'll see where life takes me... ahaha~ Hmm...

Anyway, 'till next time.