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Ho-hum

Fri Jun 20, 2008, 8:59 AM
Well... that was rather... impulsive...

It's weird. I deleted all my works.

I deleted almost five years worth of art, comments, views, and... gah...

I'm not sorry though. lol.

(Although, I do apologize to those who bothered to watch me. And thank you~ I really appreciate all the support that you've given me throughout the years.)

The thought of deleting my works has been bugging my mind for a while now, actually. But honestly, I never really thought I'd go through with it. There was still that sense of... I dunno, regret... loss? Common sense told me that deleting my old works is rather stupid. I even updated and said I wouldn't. But lo and behold, my gallery's empty and I'm still reeling in disbelief.

haha.. haha...

consider this the virtual equivalent of tearing down a canvas.

A single moment of temporary insanity.

A burst of passion? lol. Not quite.

A whim?

Hell, I don't know. O_O

But I won't be leaving DeviantArt... just thought I'd clarify that. I love this place, really... even if do little more than post and surf. ahaha~

I'll come back someday when I'm... wiser? Ahaha... I dunno... when the mood strikes me again, I guess.

It all felt rather nostalgic though, going through my older works. Ahaha. I realized that I submitted my first ever work (a sketch of an assassin and a priestess under a tree) on June 21, 2005. I realized that I was once fluffy. I realized that I went through a Harry Potter phase, a Ragnarok Online phase, and the longest by far, a Naruto Phase. I also made some Kurogane/Tomoyo, Enishi/Kaoru, and Archer/Rin fanarts. Fun.

They're still in my PC though, zipped and buried under my mess of an archive. lol. I won't delete them completely. After all, the only way you get to gauge your growth is to compare your recent works to your older ones.

Seriously though, I didn't think I'd actually go through with this. Hm. Weird.

Anyway, I'll come back. ^_^ I promise.

I think I might upload photographs instead of drawings though. I already have a bunch of them lying around. And I've been doing some painting lately, trying to revisit that part of me that fell asleep when I encountered anime and fandom. I'm going back to the things I used to do in my elementary and early high school years. Haha. I've always liked the freedom of a brush more than the rigidity of a pencil anyway. Maybe I'll post my paintings someday. I don't know, really. We'll see where life takes me... ahaha~ Hmm...

Anyway, 'till next time.

  • Mood: Bewildered
  • Listening to: The Hush Sound - You are the Moon
  • Reading: Shogun - James Clavell
  • Eating: Cassava Roll
  • Drinking: Water

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  • Interests: dogs and games
  • Favourite movie: life is beautiful
  • Favourite band or musician: Finch
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk
  • Favourite game: Ragnarok Online
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Cheer Bear and Grumpy Bear
  • Personal Quote: think happy thoughts

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Wow 0_0 you have over 10000 views 0_0

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8D Dirty minded.
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Christian
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But others have millions. XD XD

I'm still happy though.. uhm thanks. ^^

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soooo, it still seem like a lot to me ^^ congrats though.

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8D Dirty minded.
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Christian
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lala land!

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<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
hmm... u have an amazing gallery!! i'm not much of a fan of sasusaku but i love the way u draw and especially akatsuki sasuke

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SOMEONE TOLD ME IT'S ALL HAPPENING AT THE ZOO.
I DO BELIEVE IT. I D-OOOO- BELIEVE IT'S TRUUUUEEEEE.
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thank you. ^^ heheh~ XD I love the thought of akatsuki sasuke (and I'm so angry that Madara's not giving him a uniform. lol.)

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Think Happy Thoughts
yesh. but the story about his brother was really sad... sasuke was mean

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SOMEONE TOLD ME IT'S ALL HAPPENING AT THE ZOO.
I DO BELIEVE IT. I D-OOOO- BELIEVE IT'S TRUUUUEEEEE.
bleh
'mazing gallery, hon. :heart:
I LOVE your Sasusaku Wallpapers :D WHEEE, Go SAUSAKU! *spazz*

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nice gallery. ;) i like your works! galing! =)

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Shoot! Life isn't colorful at all! Duh! o___O;

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